For Ahlund - Pink noise

PINK NOISE

Wishing to find you I cross over crazy places

Loking only for being sane by your side

We did it, so many times

We lost it, so many others

Now I can see that sanity is nowhere to be found

That I’ve always missed those crazy places

We made it, we broke it,

It was our thing,

we were broken and repaired

constantly

I realized I loved you,

But couldn’t just love you back

As you loved things in potential

Getting always wrong the tenses,

Present, past, future,

Fuck off verb tenses,

Fuck off real love

Fuck off everyone

I’m going to be shallow and shell,

One more time,

I have to put my earplugs

To listen to the real silence

To shut you up

for real

Forever

And ever

I will silence you

And the voices

Those that urge us to explode

in something that isn’t us
I´m pink noise